The law of Dharma

According to the law of Dharma, there is something that you can do better than anyone else in the whole world. When you combine the ability to express your unique talent with service to humanity, then you make full use of the Law of Dharma.
I’ve been wondering for a couple of years now what is my purpose in life. I obviously wasn’t born to be an engineer, and technical stuff is more boring for me everyday. The problem is I don’t really know what I want to do with my life, and I’m sure I could do much better.
I don’t think I take the necessary time to think about it either. I’m too entangled with my own mess that I just go with the flow, I go on with the rush of my daily life without stopping to think where I want to go. I know I’ve been lost for some time now, and that makes me feel worse and anxious, and even if I try to hide it from my conscious mind during the day, it pops up in my dreams.
I have this uncomfortable feeling of constant longing… I’m sure I’m missing something out there but I don’t know what it is. Damn.

I’m outta here

I’m changing Spain for Ireland for three months. I think I’ll do me good in a moment like this. I’ve never stayed on my own, and this sounds like the perfect time. I hope to learn a lot from this experience, apart from cooking and ironing, which is about time, don’t you think?.
I need time for reflection and meditation.
I need to be alone, so I’m able to find myself.
I need to be far from R so I can find out if we can really put up with being separated for such a long time, before I make up my mind about taking that job in Ivory Coast.
I need to sort out my dependence issues.
I need to get over my obsessions.

I’ll be gone in 10 days….

The Egyptian Prince tries to resurrect

What's wrong with you?... Can't you see I won't answer your calls or your messages?.

He gave signals from time to time since we last spoke, but he's quite ruffled up lately, insisting more and more frequently than usual. I haven't answered any single time.

He keeps on insisting... it's unbeleivable.... Are you still mad at me? ... I miss you... He's pathetic.
It's funny to see how he tries different approaches though... Like how's life on your side?... Lol....
Life on my side is that you're dead for me jerk!!!