Flipping out

I've had a great holiday at the beach. I can't say I've been completely relaxed and thinking about nothing, because I'd be lying, but it has been good anyway. I’ve been a lot of time alone, walking on the beach on my own trying to order my ideas... but I’m afraid that the more I think, the more confused I feel.
Unfortunately, instead of focusing on R. I’ve been thinking too much about the Egyptian Prince. I’ve thought of him that much that one of the afternoons that I was on the beach alone I couldn't help sending him an sms telling him where I was. Just an innocent and friendly sms to which he replied with a "Please don't tell me that because I'm thinking about you a lot lately". Liar… I said… and his reply this time was kind of weird… I mean.. He's been avoiding me lately… I don't know why he starts like that again.
The thing is that he told me that he was all the time remembering my last day in Cairo… that he regretted so much that he let me go away just like that. Well, this is a long story that needs its own explanation… The last time I was in Cairo it was Ramadan, and our story became a kind of drama… but I don't feel like talking about it now. Maybe another time.
I was disturbed by his reply… and during the week we had some more smsing. Actually, he didn't reply my last two and I started to feel lousy again.
When I came back home, I started my PC to check my e-mail and there he was…Instead of ignoring him I opened a conversation:
Spanish Moza: hey
Egyptian Prince: ouhhhhh baby
Spanish Moza: just came back from the beach and was checking my email
Egyptian Prince: send me some photos of u plzzzz
Spanish Moza: come off it
Spanish Moza: why do you keep fooling me???
Egyptian Prince: cuz I am really fool and getting excited each time I c u or think of u
Spanish Moza: you got me wrong from the beginning, right?
Egyptian Prince: yes
Egyptian Prince: right
Spanish Moza: cmon, im serious
Egyptian Prince: I m not
Spanish Moza: i know
Egyptian Prince: u don't
Spanish Moza: cos when i talk to you i always dream of you and i dont want to start over again
Egyptian Prince: ok what shall I do?
Spanish Moza: if you dont want me just let me go but please dont fool me anymore
Egyptian Prince: u r exciting me up
Spanish Moza: what?
Spanish Moza: cmon, i dont like it when you start like this, serious
Spanish Moza: ur gone?
Spanish Moza: hey, come back....
Spanish Moza: pleeeeease come back
Spanish Moza: I don’t know what you have to be so rude
Spanish Moza: If you’re busy just tell me so and I’ll stop
Spanish Moza: Please, give me just five minutes
Spanish Moza: Listen, I don’t know why you have to behave like this but I think that enough is enough
This conversation is so explanatory in itself. Obviously I was really annoyed one more time. So sad, feeling so bad, so low, that I honestly didn't know what to do. I mean, the situation is extremly humiliating since I've already promised myself thousands of times before ignoring him and it seems it doesn't work. I was in a terrible mood the whole day. So, fine, it's absolutely clear what he wants and the way he sees things… so let it go….right????. Well, It's just that I can't let it go. I'm a typical spanish girl… lol… I'm too passionate, I just can't let it go like that.
So, I was struggling about what to do and I decided that If he liked to play, I also had the right to play, right???. If he sees me like a bitch, let's play that role and see what happens. So there we go….the following day, late at night I sent him the following SMS:

Spanish Moza:
Baby baby baby... Im in bed thinking of u. 2 hot 2 sleep. Mmmm (Hey you fucking Prince...take that one)

Egyptian Prince: I am very hot too can not sleep, need ur body very much (lol, what????, you jerk... I meant that It was too hot to sleep, not that I was hot... LOL, hey this was funny)

Spanish Moza:
Want 2 feel ur hands on my body. I love ur hands (I was doing good on my bitch role huh??)

Egyptian Prince:
Yesss, wana catch all ur breast with my hand, I need u to be so close to me right now, plz come again here. (Sure baby... you wait for me)

Spanish Moza:
Can u imagine what Im doing right now? (Actually I was laughing my ass off while watching TV with mom)

Egyptian Prince: yes I am imagining everything, I am doing something similar right now, I am very excited and thinking of u and ur body very hardly (wow, this was nasty... so I decided to stop here)

So, my question is.... is this guy a nerd appart from being a jerk???. I mean... what on earth made him think that I was serious???. I just don’t get it. He knows me by now. He knows how I am and what I say and how I behave.... didn’t he find that suspicious???. I just don’t get it. Really. And why the hell is sex all the time in his sick mind???. I know you’ll probably think that he has behaved like that from the beginning but not at all. He was the sweetest guy I’d ever had imagined.

Anyway I’m afraid I’ve gone too far this time.... Too far to think of recovering our friendship or whatever it was. Actually this is good, because it will keep me away from him. I mean, I wouldn’t be able to try to contact him again after what I’ve done. I'm not that bitch after all...so I guess this is the end of it whether I like it or not.

Just one last thing...hey, egyptian guys... please tell me that you’re not all like him. I refuse to believe that.... God...this world is crazy.