Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Please stay with me

Please stay with me. It's just you and me… You for me and me for you. Please, don't leave me alone.
I love you with all my heart, even if sometimes I got angry with you for your laziness or your lack of will. That's because I wanted you to fight. I wanted you to fight for yourself but that didn't mean that I wouldn't be there to help you. I'll always be there for you. I AM with you now, all the time. I'm your blood. I'm your flesh. And I'll tell you something: we're more alike than I'd like to admit.
Please, stay with me. I need you more than you can imagine. You've always been strong. You've always been my reference. Always telling me: "Todo pasa para mejor". Always explaining to me that even bad things had a purpose. I try to hold on to that even in moments like this. But I can't do it alone. I need you by my side. I need you to be my guide, as you always have been. Please fight, fight, figtht, you can't leave me now. I'm afraid …. I'm scared of imagining my life without you. Mum please, I need you badly… stay with me. I know you're sleeping and I'm not sure if you can hear me under sedation, but I tell you that I love you and I beg you not to leave me… I do hope you can hear me and fight. Please stay with me.