The death of the Egyptian Prince

Hectic month... hectic life...not even feel like posting... I just want to write about this crap story of the Egyptian Prince... once and for all.. and get rid of his ghost for ever. I'll only write down what happened, and I know I'll make me feel like shit again... but I need to take it all out...and close that door...

Cairo... I missed it so much... the noise ... the people... my office there... mango juice... I love that city... I love the people...Here we go... He calls me... sms me... tells me that he's missed me so much... needs to see me... so busy at work... but we'll find a way. Ok... we did find a way... He picks me up after work... I get rid of my colleagues... I wanted to be alone with him. We needed to talk.... He looks great... damn... this is not a good start... tells me he loves my hair... and my eyes.... do you mind stopping it, please?. We talk about work... he hates his manager, he's jealous of him he says... I should be doing something different... he encourages me... you should work as a consultant in Egypt of course... I know a friend who can find you a job here...We go to this place and he asks if he can sit close to me... what's wrong with him? Is it not normal for egyptian girls to sit by a guy? I don't know and I don't care anymore... He has to go to Sharm for a company meeting this weekend... please come with me, we will have a great time... are you out of your mind? no way!!, I wont go... Please change the flight... come with me... I want to show you Sharm... I said no way...L calls me ... can you beleive it?... I have to speak in English.. he's listening to our conversation...and when I hang up he asks who was it. I tell him. I've already told him about L, actually, though he didn't believe the story. Now he wants details.. where is he from? Ohhh South Africa... Next question: is he like us??? wtf?? what do you mean like us? Stupid racist....I should have told him he's a nigger... but i tell him the truth.. he's indian...L starts smsing me compulsively... I have to reply all the time, I don't want him to be upset... Prince doesn't seem to care...cool...He starts talking about religion, he's always tried to convert me to Islam... I love listening to him...that's how I fell in love with him...we talk and talk and talk... It's getting late...he drops me in hotel...and stops the engine of the car....looking at me that way... I want to kiss you... fine...look... I'm thinking of another guy... you know that...yeah.. but you like me, right?... yes I do...so what?... don't you want me to hug you?... please let's go up to your room....I said no.... c'mon.. what's wrong with you?... You know I want you... and when I've seen you tonight you have erased the whole last year... I've missed you so much...and I'm so horny... so... I decide to challenge him.... I'll be thinking of another guy all the time ... don't you have a problem with that?... He seems puzzled... I've never tried that before.... he insists.... I don't want to.... but I don't want him to leave either... He tells me if I go to Sharm we won't spend time together... I'll try not to go...I'll call you tomorrow and we'll meet again after work...and I'll try not to go to Sharm so we can spend Friday together, ok???. Cool... I leave the car and he calls my name... I come back... I like you so so much!!!, I slam the door and leave him. I'm floating in my hotel room...damn... I thought I've got over him. sms in the middle of the night... I like you so much... see you tomorrow..... and... guess what??? tomorrow he's gone!!. I should have known... how could I've been so stupid?. No reply to my sms... I don't even know if he's finally going to Sharm or not... call him at night... he's still in the office... cool... I go to Alex the following day... I don't want to stay in Cairo waiting for his call.....but in the afternoon I'm so annoyed that I start calling him... no reply... I sms him... what's wrong with you? I want it straight, ok?... He calls me after... apologizing.. He's in Sharm... so busy... I hang up the phone... I'm fed up with this.... just want to come back home... Call him following day many times to say goodbye... I don't feel good for having been so harsh ... he doesn't answer.... I sms him... just wanted to say goodbye... enjoy your weekend in Sharm... he replies a day after when I'm in Madrid...just one word... goodbye
Back to the office.... I can see he's connected to skype and I cannot resist... Here is our last conversation...

Spanish Moza: hey :)
Egyptian Prince: hi
Spanish Moza: hows it?
Egyptian Prince: fine
Egyptian Prince: how u
Spanish Moza: fine also....
Egyptian Prince: hope u got a good trip
Egyptian Prince: u r home now right?
Spanish Moza: no im in the office
i tried calling you like 1000 times before leaving but you didnt answer :(
did you enjoy your weekend in sharm?
Egyptian Prince: very much
Spanish Moza: cool
Egyptian Prince: but i didn't enjoy the sea a lot
Spanish Moza: why?
Egyptian Prince: cuz the morning was for meeting
Spanish Moza: aha
Egyptian Prince: i have ran for 30 minutes break only on saturday
Spanish Moza: i see
Egyptian Prince: sea was magnificant
Egyptian Prince: i wish to go back but in a hiliday
Spanish Moza: well you can go any weekend i suppose
Egyptian Prince: no not really
Spanish Moza: cmon
you still have an hectic week?
Egyptian Prince: 9 pm minimum :(
Spanish Moza: why didnt you tell me you were leaving?
you really made me feel bad, you know
Egyptian Prince: cuz i didn't have time
Spanish Moza: cmon... you could have smsed me or sthing
Egyptian Prince: i came back home @ 12:00 midnight from work on wednesday
Spanish Moza: im ok if we cannot meet but i least i expect you to say sthing, you know...
Egyptian Prince: packed and slept 2 hours
Egyptian Prince: airplan was on 5AM
Spanish Moza: yeah but you know what i mean....
Egyptian Prince: i didn't even sleep
Spanish Moza: yeah
Egyptian Prince: no i don't:
Spanish Moza: cmon
Egyptian Prince: :^)
Spanish Moza: well i honestly find that really rude....
after the shit we were talking the day before specially
Egyptian Prince: whatever(n)
Spanish Moza: huh????
what do you mean whatever, come off it
Egyptian Prince: no
Spanish Moza: no what?
Egyptian Prince: i don't really care
Spanish Moza: then its fine... but why do you have to talk shit then?
Egyptian Prince: u r caring about ur indian bf
Spanish Moza: yeah i am, he loves me
Egyptian Prince: why should i care
Spanish Moza: well... im not asking you to care.... im just expecting a minimum of politeness on your side, you know, this is not the jungle
Egyptian Prince: he loves you + i don't = go to him
Spanish Moza: thats what im doing
Egyptian Prince: it 's the jungle and i am the lion
Spanish Moza: its not, comon
Egyptian Prince: i do whatever i want with anyone
Spanish Moza: i could have just left without saying goodbye but i just didnt want to cos i find that also very rude, its all about that for me
Spanish Moza: you talk shit... tell me your my friend...
Egyptian Prince: thanks, i am not
Spanish Moza: my friend? i can see that…then?...
you see... you're like dr. Jeckyll & mr. Hyde
Egyptian Prince: i am both
Spanish Moza: i dont even know why should i bother
Egyptian Prince: u shouldn't… go to ur bf he won't bother,
he loves u, and i don't
i do love a girl and i can not cheat on her
Spanish Moza:i never said i loved him
Egyptian Prince: i told her about what happened,she got irritated,
so i stopped it. too simply
Spanish Moza: then i find that perfectly normal...
as its normal that you tell me
Egyptian Prince: u shouldn't have all this time to realize
Spanish Moza: i was only asking you to b straight
Egyptian Prince: why should i tell u, i am not a gay
Spanish Moza: if you really love her i cant understand how you can do things like that...
thats really nasty
Egyptian Prince: cuz i am human, and humans get horny
don't u know that !!. i am really in need for sex and she's virgin and don't do it and not ready to do it before marriage, so what shall i do, u tell me
Spanish Moza: would you like her to do the same if you didn’t want to have sex?
Egyptian Prince: she won't , and i never won't want to do it, she's religeous
Spanish Moza: yeah... like you, right?
Egyptian Prince: twice of me, i could have sex if i am out of patience but she 's the type who never do it b4 marriage
Spanish Moza: i honestly didn’t think you were that simple
Egyptian Prince: i am not a complicated person for sure
Spanish Moza: and i don’t understand why you talk about religion all the time and have that type of moral..you know...
Egyptian Prince: no i don't ? what do u mean ? being horny
Spanish Moza: i try to b open minded and think we belong to different cultures and all that ...
Egyptian Prince: ?
Spanish Moza: but... i dont know ...i feel very close to D (another colleague or common friend)... and we talk and that and whenever he's here i try to meet him...cos i really appreciate him, and for me it was the same with you, independently of me liking you or you liking me and all of the kind
Egyptian Prince: i am thinking about sex all the time and i have to have it soon else i am going to explode
Spanish Moza: ok... good luck then
Egyptian Prince: thanks, bye

So this is it.... after this charming conversation I have erased his number from my phone and i have removed him from messenger and skype... I've never found a guy who made me feel so humilliated in my whole life... I've had enough of this... I shouldn't be surprised either... something like that was very likely to happen and we all knew that, huh???....but now I'm done with this... He's death for me.

More dramatic posts about L are to come soon....but I just don't have the energy now... I'll come back soon....