The Egyptian Prince opens his heart

I'm so tired... physically and mentally. The last month has been literally exhausting... full of stress and full of emotions. So much to tell... but that's for another post.

Today just wanted to post a recent conversation with my beloved jerk. The one and only, the Egyptian Prince.I thought I was managing to control the situation pretty well lately... My story with L was keeping me busy and absorbing all my time and thoughts. But the Egyptian Prince always knew how to push my buttons...After talking to him I had nightmares all through the night. I even dreamt with snakes... which is totally disturbing, and according to what the experts say, means nothing good. So here it is...

Egyptian Prince : Just tell me who had broken ur heart lately?
Spanish Mozza : hahaha
Spanish Mozza :why do you ask that?
Spanish Mozza :do i seem like a broken hearted??
Egyptian Prince :because yes there is no love , only false relationships
Egyptian Prince :yes u seem so
Spanish Mozza :yeah. ... but that doesnt mean anybody broke my heart
Spanish Mozza :how come you connect that much lately?
Spanish Mozza :r you bored?
Egyptian Prince :yes very
Spanish Mozza :or broken hearted?
Egyptian Prince :I hadnt
Spanish Mozza :?
Egyptian Prince :A relationship since 3 years
Spanish Mozza :well... you must have been really broken hearted then to avoid getting into a new one... hahaha
Egyptian Prince :There is a girl nowadays, but I am not very attached to her
Spanish Mozza :i see...
Spanish Mozza :and why arent you attached to her?
Spanish Mozza :poor girl....
Egyptian Prince :I don t know what to do
Spanish Mozza :what do you mean?? about her?
Egyptian Prince :She is not poor at all
Egyptian Prince :I liked her only first two times I have seen her
Spanish Mozza :and what about the rest of times??? did she screw it up when she opened her mouth?? lol
Egyptian Prince :She didnt do anything wrong
Spanish Mozza :then?
Egyptian Prince :Case is that I don t like her that much
Spanish Mozza :i see
Egyptian Prince :I feel she is not my type at all
Egyptian Prince :I only get attached to her because of she is pretty and sexy
Spanish Mozza :i see... typical of guys
Egyptian Prince :But I didn t realize that she was going to be attched like that ! (mmmm that sounds familiar huh)
Spanish Mozza :also typical of girls.... hahaha
Egyptian Prince :I do not do what to do
Egyptian Prince :I feel very confused
Egyptian Prince :U know
Spanish Mozza :hahah yeah poor Egyptian Prince.... (a real prick this Egy Prince...)
Egyptian Prince :I have just seen her only 2 weeks
Spanish Mozza :i can imagine how confused you are.... terrible...terrible...
Spanish Mozza :lol
Spanish Mozza :cmon
Egyptian Prince :She is living abroad (also sounds familiar)
Spanish Mozza :i see... thats no good
Egyptian Prince :And I am really sick of sending sms reporting what I am doing all the time
Egyptian Prince :U know (yes... I know too well I'd say... why the hell are you telling me this??!!)
Spanish Mozza :i see
Egyptian Prince :I hate long distance relationships
Egyptian Prince :and I wish she calls and tell me "Egyptian Prince, that is enough"
Egyptian Prince :If it comes from her side that would facilitate everything (fucker... thats what you did to me...)
Spanish Mozza :im sure you can make her tell you that... doesnt sound that difficult
Egyptian Prince :hope so
Spanish Mozza :yup
Egyptian Prince :I am not really in my best times
Spanish Mozza :meaning what?
Egyptian Prince :Feeling so so so lonely
Egyptian Prince :Most of my friends are working abroad
Spanish Mozza :but if you got a chick and still dont wanna b with her you wont be that lonely i suppose
Egyptian Prince :And the others are married and have their lives
Spanish Mozza :aha
Egyptian Prince :That is the problm
Egyptian Prince :I tought like what u r talking
Spanish Mozza :what do you mean?
Egyptian Prince :But there are plenty of things to be considered when having a "chick" as u name it
Spanish Mozza :of course... .but... i dont know you say you're lonely... you got somebody who cares about you.... then go for it (I just can't beleive I'm telling this!!!)
Spanish Mozza :you'll never know if you dont try
Egyptian Prince :I feel very bored from long distance
Spanish Mozza :its only a matter of willing
Egyptian Prince :How can I make a try ??
Spanish Mozza :how long is it??...nowadays its really easy to talk... with all the internet things
Spanish Mozza :you can try to visit each other from time to time to find out if it really works
Spanish Mozza :i dont think its that big deal
Egyptian Prince :That s why I told u I saw her 2 weeks
Egyptian Prince :But now there has been 2 to 3 months I hadn t seen her
Spanish Mozza :you mean you saw her 2 weeks cos you visited her?
Egyptian Prince :no cuz she came to cairo
Egyptian Prince :Twice
Spanish Mozza :where does she live? very far?
Egyptian Prince :Switzerland
Egyptian Prince :She is half egyptian half swiss
Egyptian Prince :Living there
Spanish Mozza :well... not that far...could b worse...
Egyptian Prince :Whether she comes Or I go
Egyptian Prince :well it is not about communication, I feel not attached , u know what I mean
Egyptian Prince :I feel not glanced to her
Egyptian Prince :However she is very sweet to me
Egyptian Prince :And I can not be nothing but sweet to her too
Egyptian Prince :This is very very very problematic
Spanish Mozza :comon you like drama too much i think
Spanish Mozza :life is short
Spanish Mozza :just do what you feel like doing
Spanish Mozza :dont think about it too much
Egyptian Prince :Drama ! Come on I like fun , u have already known me
Spanish Mozza :then go to switzeland... eat cheese and have fun
Egyptian Prince :she is virgin (here we go)
Spanish Mozza :so??? she's a virgin so what?
Egyptian Prince :Like most of egyptians keeping it till mariage
Spanish Mozza :so???
Spanish Mozza :you have a problem with that?
Egyptian Prince :relation can not have any intimacy
Spanish Mozza :cmon Egyptian Prince
Egyptian Prince :come on Spanish Mozza
Spanish Mozza :you're old enough to know thats not all about sex
Egyptian Prince :it is not
Spanish Mozza :so... i just dont see the big deal here
Egyptian Prince :But all over my relations, I got attached to the ones i had sex with them
Egyptian Prince :Or was about to have sex with them
Egyptian Prince :this is crucial for me
Egyptian Prince :remember Spanish Mozza
Egyptian Prince :Last year
Spanish Mozza :what about last year?
Egyptian Prince :when we were together
Spanish Mozza :yeah and you were horny, so?
Egyptian Prince :and u were not ?
Spanish Mozza :lol... a bit
Egyptian Prince :Listen Spanish Mozza
Egyptian Prince :We like each other
Egyptian Prince :And u know it
Spanish Mozza :ok... so?
Egyptian Prince :U proudly hide it
Spanish Mozza :dont b silly, i've never hidden it
Spanish Mozza :i was the one who chased you Egyptian Prince
Egyptian Prince :Nowadays u r
Spanish Mozza :im not
Egyptian Prince :And I need u today
Spanish Mozza :come off it
Egyptian Prince :Yesterday
Egyptian Prince :so plz tell me when r u coming
Egyptian Prince :Can not wait all of that
Egyptian Prince :I need u
Egyptian Prince :I need to hug u
Egyptian Prince :And kiss u
Spanish Mozza :i dont know when im going
Egyptian Prince :I need we walk aside
Spanish Mozza :and im afraid i cannot give you what you need
Spanish Mozza :lol, you're kind of scary
Egyptian Prince :I need intimacy
Egyptian Prince :That s all
Spanish Mozza :thats why im telling you i cannot give you that
Spanish Mozza :not now
Egyptian Prince :I need to have u beside me
Egyptian Prince :why not ?
Spanish Mozza :cos im thinking of another guy now
Egyptian Prince :I am not smelling any truth (what???, not only he's a jerk, but also vain...don't you think I can fall in love again after my devastating experience with you?)
Spanish Mozza :and my story is much worse than yours... so you dont wanna hear
Spanish Mozza :whatever... if you beleive or not its not my problem...
Egyptian Prince :ok I am all ears (eyes)
Spanish Mozza :no... not in the mood seriously
Spanish Mozza :but he lives reaaaally far... and situation is pretty fucked up
Egyptian Prince :so u r in or out or inbetween
Spanish Mozza :what do you mean?
Egyptian Prince :I mean u r still in the relation or out or in between
Spanish Mozza :im telling him i just cant go on with this... but i think about him all the time
Spanish Mozza :and we're really hooked up on each other
Spanish Mozza :cos that story about sms sounds familiar
Egyptian Prince :exactly like the girl I told u about
Spanish Mozza :and hes freaking jealous
Spanish Mozza :and he mistrust me all the time and its driving me crazy
Egyptian Prince :which means I shouldnt talk to u anymore (definitely, that would be the best)
Spanish Mozza :he's more hooked up on me than i on him this time
Spanish Mozza :after what happened with you i dont want shit things with ppl living far
Egyptian Prince :u know something
Spanish Mozza :?
Egyptian Prince :nothing happened with me, I am still here, remember that, and last year was out of my hands, we are from different cultures, u didn t realize or even compromise, u have just gone angry (fucker... just angry? c'mon.. he told me he didnt want to meet me more often during Ramadan cos he felt too horny whenever he saw me... and told me I could never understand it since I was not a guy and I wasn't muslim either....)
Spanish Mozza :im not talking about last year Egyptian Prince
Egyptian Prince :what else then?
Spanish Mozza :i lost my head with you... and you didnt have the guts to stop me on time
Spanish Mozza :thats all
Spanish Mozza :but i dont resent you or something
Spanish Mozza :just dont want to make same mistakes with other ppl
Spanish Mozza :the guy is also from another race, culture and religion....
Spanish Mozza :and its a mess... beleive me
Egyptian Prince :lost head ,mmm...
Egyptian Prince :so when r u coming to cairo
Egyptian Prince :soon
Spanish Mozza :i suppose soon yeah
Spanish Mozza :i finish with my curren project like in 2 weeks and then i think i start with egypt
Egyptian Prince :next month for example
Spanish Mozza :not sure though, dont know yet
Egyptian Prince :just keep me updated whenever u come to egypt
Spanish Mozza :ill tell you, dont worry (I shouldnt..... I know)
Egyptian Prince :I wish to hug u right now
Spanish Mozza :hahah (funny sense of humour this guy has)
Egyptian Prince :U know that
Spanish Mozza :what?? ?i know nothing
Egyptian Prince :I just remembered ur way talking
Spanish Mozza :hahah
Spanish Mozza :i talk fast ...
Spanish Mozza :nobody understands me lately that im so stressed... lol.. not even my family
Egyptian Prince :remember my hands graping all of u last time we met? (true... when he holded me I couldn't control his hands...he's too big)
Spanish Mozza :shut up i dont want to think of that
Egyptian Prince :I am only thinking of that now
Spanish Mozza :well thanks for sharing
Spanish Mozza :but i prefer you dont
Egyptian Prince :I just wanted to show u how much I miss u
Spanish Mozza :i dont beleive you Egyptian Prince. but it doesnt matter in any case, does it?
Egyptian Prince :I do really miss u Spanish Mozza
Spanish Mozza :its fine... what do you want me to do??? (shit... stop telling me that!!!)
Egyptian Prince :U have to believe me, just tell me what makes me chat with u all that time?

Well, this a summary of our last conversation. Suggestions??, Ideas???? Any comments will be wellcomed....