NIGHTMARES, GUILTY CONSCIENCE, MAILS AND FOOLISHNESS
My guilty side:
I've been having some bad dreams for the late three nights. They're all about R being with other girls…. It's all mixed up… I've dreamt about one of his exs the other night (actually she was having lunch with my mom !!???), but tonight I've dreamt that he was cheating me openly. I found out that he'd been with two different girls in the same week and that he'd even had sex with one of them (I didn't know the girls though).
I've always been particularly affected by my dreams. I remember them vividly and my mood during the day depends a lot on my dreams.
I wonder if these kind of dreams are just a reflection of my own behaviour. I feel I have betrayed him, just by thinking of another guy. I love R. He doesn't deserve this, and I feel so guilty about it….
My fool side:
I just wanted to know if the Egyptian Prince was at the office. So, I sent a general mail with a joke including him. He read the mail, and he answered inmediately telling that he misses me so much. Really???. Five weeks missing but you miss me ??? (if you'll forgive the repetition).
I've replied him but he hasn't answered. Will I ever learn? How can he be such a jerk and how can I be such a fool?????
I've been having some bad dreams for the late three nights. They're all about R being with other girls…. It's all mixed up… I've dreamt about one of his exs the other night (actually she was having lunch with my mom !!???), but tonight I've dreamt that he was cheating me openly. I found out that he'd been with two different girls in the same week and that he'd even had sex with one of them (I didn't know the girls though).
I've always been particularly affected by my dreams. I remember them vividly and my mood during the day depends a lot on my dreams.
I wonder if these kind of dreams are just a reflection of my own behaviour. I feel I have betrayed him, just by thinking of another guy. I love R. He doesn't deserve this, and I feel so guilty about it….
My fool side:
I just wanted to know if the Egyptian Prince was at the office. So, I sent a general mail with a joke including him. He read the mail, and he answered inmediately telling that he misses me so much. Really???. Five weeks missing but you miss me ??? (if you'll forgive the repetition).
I've replied him but he hasn't answered. Will I ever learn? How can he be such a jerk and how can I be such a fool?????
posted by spanish_moza at 2:14 PM
3 Comments:
well my dear spanish moza,what i know about dreams is alot,I know that some dreams are a reflection of your daily thoughts,fears wishes and worries just as you said.now as for the email,well i'll tell you something about men,they need a little ignoring every now and then,a little attention at first,like you did when you sent that first email, and then a complete ignoring attitude,that will keep them wondering .so next time you see him just a simple hello like you greet any friend and thats it.wish you best of luck
Welcome Spanish_moza
I was away from the PC, So I just saw your blog.
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